Session 17 · Acts 20:22-24
Judson's Road: The Cost and Joy of Mission
Not knowing what will happen, and counting it worth it
Book reading: Chapter 9 (The Majesty of Christ in Missions and Mercy)
Piper's chapter on missions tells the story of Adoniram Judson, America's first overseas missionary. In Piper's telling, God pursued Judson through the death of a friend in an inn. The chapter also points to the price of the mission: Judson's own sacrifices, and the consent of Ann's family, who had to agree to her going. That is worth noticing. Mission costs more than one person. Families, friends, and churches feel it too.
Now put that beside Paul in Acts 20. He says he is going to Jerusalem, "constrained by the Spirit, not knowing what will happen to me there, except that the Holy Spirit testifies to me in every city that imprisonment and afflictions await me." Paul knows part of the road and not the rest. He knows trouble is coming. He does not know how it will unfold. Then he says, "I do not account my life of any value nor as precious to myself, if only I may finish my course and the ministry that I received from the Lord Jesus."
That could sound grim, as if the Christian life is a long list of payments. But look at what else Scripture says about the same kind of loss. In Philippians 3, Paul says he counts what he once gained as loss because knowing Christ is worth far more. He is not throwing things away for nothing. He is trading, and he thinks he gets the better end of it. In Hebrews 12:2, Jesus himself endures the cross because of the joy set before him. Cost and joy appear together there, and the joy is not an afterthought.
This fits what Piper argues earlier in the book: God's glory and our joy belong together. So when the road is hard, the question is not only 'What will this cost me?' It is also 'What am I holding that is worth less than Christ?'
Judson's story invites a personal question: how might God be speaking to you? Judson's turning point came through a hard moment. Think about the moments, sudden or slow, when God has gotten your attention. If a death or loss is still fresh for you, please talk with a pastor, counselor, or trusted friend as you think about it.
Then ask the other question the story raises. Whose agreement, blessing, or sacrifice would your obedience involve? Ann's family was part of Judson's story. Most real steps of obedience have people around them.
You do not have to decide today whether God is calling you overseas. You can decide whether to hold your life loosely and whether to hold Christ tightly.
Key idea
Judson's story shows mission is costly for the one who goes and for the people around them, and Scripture shows that the cost is paid for the sake of a better joy in Christ.
Questions to consider
- Piper tells of God pursuing Judson through a friend's death. When has God gotten your attention through something hard, and what do you think he was saying?
- Paul did not know what would happen but chose to go anyway. What is one step you are holding back on because you cannot see how it ends?
Journal prompt
Make two lists: what faithful obedience might cost you, and what you would gain in knowing Christ. Which list feels heavier today, and why?
Practice
Take ten minutes. 1. Read Acts 20:22-24 slowly twice. 2. Write two columns: 'What obedience might cost me' and 'What I gain in Christ,' with at least two items in each. 3. Pray, asking God what he is saying to you, and name one small step you can take this week.