First Impressions
The tax collector who left everything behind
Picture this: you're walking past someone everyone hates. Not just dislikes — actively hates. This person has betrayed their own people, stolen from them, worked for the enemy. And then imagine Jesus stops, looks at them, and says two words: "Follow me."
That's exactly what happens with Levi (who we know as Matthew). He's sitting at his tax booth, collecting money for Rome, pocketing extra for himself. Tax collectors were the worst of the worst in first-century Jewish society. Traitors. Thieves. The kind of people you'd cross the street to avoid.
But Jesus doesn't cross the street. He walks right up and invites Levi into his inner circle. And here's the crazy part — Levi doesn't hesitate. He doesn't say, "Let me think about it." He doesn't negotiate terms. He just gets up and follows. Right then. Right there. He can't even go back to his old job if this doesn't work out. Once you quit working for Rome, you're done.
What happens next is even better. Levi throws a massive party at his house. He invites all his sketchy friends — other tax collectors, people the religious community had written off as "sinners." And Jesus shows up. He sits down at the table with them. He eats with them. In that culture, sharing a meal was the most intimate way to say, "You're my people."
The religious leaders are watching from outside, and they're furious. "Why does he eat with tax collectors and sinners?" they ask. Jesus' answer cuts right to the heart of everything: "Healthy people don't need a doctor — sick people do. I didn't come to call the righteous, but sinners."
Here's what Jesus is saying: if you think you're fine, if you think you've got it all together, if you're convinced you don't need help — he can't do anything for you. But if you know you're a mess? If you're willing to admit you need healing? That's exactly who he came for. The party isn't for people who have it all figured out. It's for people who know they don't.
Sit with this
- 1When you think about your relationship with God, do you see yourself more like Levi (knowing you need help) or the Pharisees (thinking you're doing pretty well on your own)?
Journal prompt
Write about a time when you felt like you had to clean yourself up before coming to God. What would it look like to come to him exactly as you are right now — mess and all?