First Impressions
Meeting Thomas in the middle of his mess
Thomas gets a bad rap. We call him "Doubting Thomas" like it's his official title. But here's what I love about this story — Thomas is just being honest. His best friend was brutally executed three days ago. The other disciples are telling him they saw Jesus alive, and Thomas is like, "Yeah, I'm going to need more than your word on this one."
Can we just acknowledge how human that is? When life falls apart, when the unthinkable happens, when everything you believed in seems to crumble — of course you have questions. Of course you need proof. Thomas wasn't being difficult. He was being real.
What strikes me most about this passage is what Jesus does next. Eight days pass. Thomas is still wrestling with it all. And then Jesus shows up. Not with a lecture. Not with disappointment. He walks into that locked room and the first words out of his mouth are: "Peace be with you." Then he turns to Thomas and essentially says, "You want proof? Here it is. Touch my hands. Touch my side. Stop doubting and believe."
Jesus didn't avoid Thomas. He didn't write him off as the problem disciple. He came back specifically for him. He met Thomas exactly where he was — in the middle of his doubt, his questions, his need for something solid to hold onto. And that's what Easter is really about. It's not about having perfect faith or never asking hard questions. It's about a God who shows up in our locked rooms, in our darkest doubts, and says, "Peace be with you. I'm here. Let's work through this together."
Maybe you're more like Thomas than you want to admit. Maybe you've been hurt by church, disappointed by circumstances, or you're just not sure what you believe anymore. That's okay. Jesus isn't afraid of your questions. He's not intimidated by your doubt. He's actually inviting you to bring all of it to him — the mess, the confusion, the skepticism — because he knows that real faith is built in those honest moments.
Sit with this
- 1What doubts or questions about God have you been afraid to say out loud?
Journal prompt
Write about a time when you felt like God slammed the door in your face. What were you going through? What questions did you have? Looking back now, where do you think Jesus was in that moment?