First Impressions
The guy who baptized Jesus starts to wonder if he got it wrong
Picture this: John the Baptist is sitting in a prison cell, and he sends his own followers to go find Jesus and ask him a question. Not a random question — the question. "Are you the one who is supposed to come, or should we be looking for somebody else?"
Stop and think about who's asking this. This is the same guy who leaped in his mother's womb when Mary walked into the room, still carrying Jesus. This is the guy who baptized Jesus in the Jordan River and watched the sky split open, saw a dove land on him, and heard God's own voice say, "This is my Son, and I am so pleased with him." John didn't need a Bible study to know who Jesus was. He had a front row seat to the whole thing.
And yet here he is, writing from a jail cell: are you sure? Because I need to know if I got this right. If you've ever been completely sure of something God told you, and then life got hard and that certainty started to wobble — you're in good company. John isn't some background character having a small crisis of faith. He's one of the most significant people in the whole Bible, and even he needed to ask the question out loud.
What strikes me about this story isn't that John doubted. It's what he did with it. He didn't sit in his cell and quietly lose his faith. He didn't pretend everything was fine. He didn't shop the question around to people who'd just tell him what he wanted to hear. He sent it straight to Jesus. That's the move. Not stuffing it down. Not talking yourself out of it with verses you don't actually feel. Taking it to the only person who can actually answer it.
This week, we're going to sit with this story and let it ask us some questions back. Because most of us have a version of John's prison. Maybe it's a diagnosis. Maybe it's a marriage that isn't what you hoped for. Maybe it's a dream that hasn't happened yet, or a prayer that's been sitting unanswered so long you've almost stopped praying it. Wherever your prison is, this story says something important: you're allowed to ask the question. You're allowed to bring your "what if I got it wrong" straight to Jesus. He can handle it.
Sit with this
- 1What's the honest question you'd ask Jesus right now if you knew he wouldn't be upset with you for asking it?
Journal prompt
Write down one thing you were once completely sure about with God that feels less clear right now. Don't try to fix it yet — just name it honestly.