First Impressions
When everything you expected gets turned upside down
Picture this: You're in a room with your closest friends, and you've been arguing about who's the most important. You walk in expecting celebration, maybe some recognition. Instead, the person you respect most in the world gets down on his knees and starts washing your feet.
That's exactly what happened to Jesus' disciples. They had imagined how this night would go — probably with Jesus finally taking his rightful place as king, with them seated in positions of honor. Instead, Jesus strips down, wraps a towel around his waist, and does the work of the lowest servant in the household.
John tells us something crucial right before this moment: Jesus knew. He knew he had all authority. He knew where he came from and where he was going. He knew his hour had come. And knowing all of that — knowing he could literally do anything — he chose to wash feet.
This is what makes the moment so disorienting for the disciples. When you know you have all the power, you're supposed to use it, right? You're supposed to make your move, establish your position, secure your influence. But Jesus does the opposite. He goes low.
Maybe you're in a season right now where what you expected isn't matching reality. You thought things would look different by now. You had a picture in your mind of how God would move, what your life would look like, where you'd be. And instead, everything feels upside down. You're anxious. You're confused. You're wondering if you missed something.
Jesus meets his disciples right in that anxiety. He doesn't rebuke them for their confusion. He doesn't shame them for getting it wrong. Instead, he shows them a completely different way of measuring what matters. Not by who's greatest, but by who loves most extravagantly. Not by who has the most authority, but by who serves most humbly.
The disciples are about to enter the most disorienting season of their lives. Everything they thought they knew is about to be shaken. And Jesus prepares them not with a pep talk or a strategic plan, but with a towel and a basin. He's saying: When the ground shifts beneath you, remember this. Remember how I loved you. Remember that true power looks like this.
Sit with this
- 1What expectations are you carrying right now that might need to be released?
Journal prompt
Write about a time when what you expected from God didn't match what actually happened. Looking back now, what was God actually doing in that season?